You told me that you dont like it, if you break up with someone, then you and your ex become stranger. You told me that you want to keep your relationship with your ex as a friend. But what? The fact is, you treat me as a stranger, and you act like you didnt know me at all. Did you know how hurt it was when i saw you and your friends laughed at each other? Because it makes me want what we supposed to be.
I told my closest fam about this, then she said that the truth is, i still love him, but i act and pretend like i dont. Ok, i admit it, that i feel hurt everytime i look at him, everytime i hear his freaky voice, everytime he's near me. I admit it that my soul dies everytime i remember about our memories. I admit it that my heart beats faster everytime i meet him. But i dont think that i still love him, because everytime i creep on his facebook or twitter, i feel that i hate him, so much. I hate what just he did to me, he left me just because some trivial problems.
I dont know where i have to trust, my mind, or my feeling, or....?
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